Monday, August 25, 2008
to me, sorry is a word that contains certain value.
if you apologise without knowing the reason why, whats the point?
sometimes if i flare up, what i actually wants is actually that word 'sorry'.
but if things had already gone haywire and nothing can be salvaged, 'sorry' became pointless again.
im not someone who usually apologise.
there isnt alot of people who received my apology before, because i think its of certain value, i dont say it unless it is to someone i really think is important to me.
but now.
i want to apologise.
i want to say sorry to everyone.
everything is my fault.
all the mistakes is all that i did.
i caused all the unwanted happenings.
everything is just me.
me
me
and
me.
im a big mistake, why did i exist?
if you apologise without knowing the reason why, whats the point?
sometimes if i flare up, what i actually wants is actually that word 'sorry'.
but if things had already gone haywire and nothing can be salvaged, 'sorry' became pointless again.
im not someone who usually apologise.
there isnt alot of people who received my apology before, because i think its of certain value, i dont say it unless it is to someone i really think is important to me.
but now.
i want to apologise.
i want to say sorry to everyone.
everything is my fault.
all the mistakes is all that i did.
i caused all the unwanted happenings.
everything is just me.
me
me
and
me.
im a big mistake, why did i exist?
what we could have been, 7:31 PM.
