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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

cant comphrehend
cant breathe
cant summon the strength needed to hold on anymore.

cant even pick myself up
cant even whine
cant even cry

whats hurting so much?

so much for indifference.

i might not be as important, but is there this once that ppl care? at least when im already feeling damn stranded?

i just need a place to hide, from everything.
and from everyone.

just go away.

what we could have been, 10:35 PM.
Sunday, November 22, 2009

this is specially for dearest bytch, Ivy Goh Yaoyao!

GRATS FOR GETTING CROWNED AS THE RACE QUEEN!

damn proud of you luh ♥

p/s: notice your name is highlighted using your favourite colour?

btw, you're welcome LOL.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

what we could have been, 11:08 PM.

messed up
mixed emotions
wondering
pondering

whats right
whats wrong
whats there
whats not

was it because of the burden?
or was it not.
the weight that couldn't be lift upon?
or was it meant to be there forever?

no, i dont trust forever.

such irony.

pilling up
overwhelming
since when?

when nothing seems to be right
when your shoulder feels so heavy
when emotions are filled with agony
when it hurts too much to scream for help

too much to bear.

what we could have been, 11:40 AM.
Sunday, November 15, 2009

im needing some remedy.

on a side note,

proud of myself. (:

finally.

what we could have been, 2:06 AM.
Sunday, November 1, 2009

been MIA here for way too long. worse, without the update of pictures even though i promised myself to do it.

anyway, ahblur asked me to blog! haha!

someone pulled out this topic and it occurred to me that different people has answer that varies to this question.

Do you believe in boy-girl bestfriendship?
my answer was a definite yes. people around me knows that ive got this bestest best guy friend whom ive known like 9years and still counting. (:
furthermore, perhaps because my character is more towards the guy-side, i figured sometimes i could click with guys better than girls. yes, not more than friends.
hence, the one who questioned me this amazed me with his answer; the exact opposite of mine.
lost the feel to blog already, do tell me your stand if you happened to chance upon this. (:

what we could have been, 11:02 PM.

♥ SHAN


what matters most?
if people act like they dont care, they really dont.
BLAH



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