Wednesday, October 29, 2008
how does it feels when you need someone you trusted to be there
but after seeking high and low, not even a shadow surface?
ha, the feeling is splendid.
somehow near heavenly.
thanks for letting me have a chance to feel this way! (:
some parts of my life needs to be revamp.
but after seeking high and low, not even a shadow surface?
ha, the feeling is splendid.
somehow near heavenly.
thanks for letting me have a chance to feel this way! (:
some parts of my life needs to be revamp.
what we could have been, 11:31 PM.
chanced upon this thing that i couldnt resist not sharing.
have to thank Mr.Lameo who intro-ed this super chio song to me first.
then ended up made me found........ this.
be sure to watch the whole thing, take note of the professional expressions and dance moves. esp 1:09.
and AHHUI wants to be the guy who somersault at the start of the vid. LOL
i LOVE LOVE LOVE retro can! LOL. mambo rocks. HAHAHA.
i think the guy look abit like jack sparrow LOLLLLLLLL.
have to thank Mr.Lameo who intro-ed this super chio song to me first.
then ended up made me found........ this.
be sure to watch the whole thing, take note of the professional expressions and dance moves. esp 1:09.
and AHHUI wants to be the guy who somersault at the start of the vid. LOL
i LOVE LOVE LOVE retro can! LOL. mambo rocks. HAHAHA.
oh man, i cant stop laughing and ahhui said he wants to encourage ly to learn THIS!
i think the guy look abit like jack sparrow LOLLLLLLLL.
my blogskin suck, the vid cant even fit the border size -.-
cause im guilty~ HAHAHAHAHAHA.
what we could have been, 11:45 AM.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
why is everyone so busy?
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i hate headaches.
the uncomfortable feeling is tearing me apart.
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i hate headaches.
the uncomfortable feeling is tearing me apart.
what we could have been, 11:16 PM.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
im a black rebel! LOL.
woke up early today. (or ystd)
but ended up spending 30 mins sitting on my bed staring straight at the wall.
pondering over nothing.
then proceeded to sch with ahnor, wanted to sneak in the lecture hall.
but was informed that our seats were territorialized by some unknowns, so we decided to sit around and chill for the 2 hours instead. LOL.
20th century boys was a disappointment.
and its uberrrrrrrrrr longgggggggwindddddeddddddddddddddd. -.-
Happy Sweet Seventeen Lessy.
:D
thanks for everything.
you were a superb person.
just that some things were lacking.
it was me, not you,
cause i didnt know what i wanted.
im glad things are the way it is now though.
its more comfortable, isnt it?
(:
woke up early today. (or ystd)
but ended up spending 30 mins sitting on my bed staring straight at the wall.
pondering over nothing.
then proceeded to sch with ahnor, wanted to sneak in the lecture hall.
but was informed that our seats were territorialized by some unknowns, so we decided to sit around and chill for the 2 hours instead. LOL.
20th century boys was a disappointment.
and its uberrrrrrrrrr longgggggggwindddddeddddddddddddddd. -.-
Happy Sweet Seventeen Lessy.
:D
thanks for everything.
you were a superb person.
just that some things were lacking.
it was me, not you,
cause i didnt know what i wanted.
im glad things are the way it is now though.
its more comfortable, isnt it?
(:
what we could have been, 1:33 AM.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
i got alot of things to blog about.
but i got no time.
or actually, just plain lazy.
recently, i became an expert memorizing & reciting numbers. LOLLLLLL.
sch is fun, but no comments to some lessons and lecturers.
some lectures are super duper fun.
ESP "nicholas lecture" LOLLLL. *winks to shyan.
and i realised that lecturers DO gossip about each other too :DD
i feel more relieved now, faced the thing that i dreaded facing most.
after saying out everything, i feel more like myself ady.
people keep questioning me about the
"wish you were still there"
is about who.
stop asking me, im referring to my bestie,
not any love love thingie -.-
only retards will work hard to try to piss you off more than you really are even though they know you're not in the mood.
dont assume you're funny, i can scream at you for all i care if you piss me off now.
keep a distance away if you wanna be safe. (:
but i got no time.
or actually, just plain lazy.
recently, i became an expert memorizing & reciting numbers. LOLLLLLL.
sch is fun, but no comments to some lessons and lecturers.
some lectures are super duper fun.
ESP "nicholas lecture" LOLLLL. *winks to shyan.
and i realised that lecturers DO gossip about each other too :DD
i feel more relieved now, faced the thing that i dreaded facing most.
after saying out everything, i feel more like myself ady.
people keep questioning me about the
"wish you were still there"
is about who.
stop asking me, im referring to my bestie,
not any love love thingie -.-
only retards will work hard to try to piss you off more than you really are even though they know you're not in the mood.
dont assume you're funny, i can scream at you for all i care if you piss me off now.
keep a distance away if you wanna be safe. (:
what we could have been, 8:14 PM.
Monday, October 20, 2008
i had a terrible backache today.
somehow like my spine is going to break into two.
no appetite, no mood, no nothing.
somehow i got a hunch that tomorrow wont be something good.
come to think of it.
since the first day of sch reopening,
other than those dsiao others day or those lessons that only consists of our own classmates,
sch life had been kind of 'sucky'.
sometimes, random retards are just so pathetic.
why attempt to make others' life miserable when they got nothing against you?
trying to colour up your dull life by doing these attention seeking acts?
i hate last minute notification of things that needed immediate attention.
if i wish hard enough..
somehow like my spine is going to break into two.
no appetite, no mood, no nothing.
somehow i got a hunch that tomorrow wont be something good.
come to think of it.
since the first day of sch reopening,
other than those dsiao others day or those lessons that only consists of our own classmates,
sch life had been kind of 'sucky'.
sometimes, random retards are just so pathetic.
why attempt to make others' life miserable when they got nothing against you?
trying to colour up your dull life by doing these attention seeking acts?
i hate last minute notification of things that needed immediate attention.
if i wish hard enough..
what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
seriously you can just bang wall and die.
get a life.
wake up.
what nonsense?
i dont even know you and you're telling people that im going out with you?
come on luh.
i hate guys who dont show respect to us ladies.
get a life.
wake up.
what nonsense?
i dont even know you and you're telling people that im going out with you?
come on luh.
i hate guys who dont show respect to us ladies.
what we could have been, 10:35 PM.
i miss my former perm temp job. ):
today will be the closing ady, wonder when will it be reopen again. ):
congrats apple for your rom!
though im pretty sure she wont be able to see this.
very elated for her. :D
very gorgeous looking bride with her handsome roy :D
she's the first colleague i talked to,
showed me around,
told me how things worked there.
keep asking me "chi le mei you?" "yao chi ma?"
accompany me for the last 5 hours of my shift everyday.
must be 幸福 kay! :D my deepest blessings for u two (:
i miss jolyn, eileen, eileen teo, siyi, xian too.
and the very nice manager.
and those very nice people who frequents there.
and their magic tricks, and their psp.
always coming around and "want play not? i leave it here, bored you play lo."
hahaha.
those period of time are so memorable luh.
learnt so much, had so much fun. :D
i miss everything there. esp jolyn, my good food khaki, crappy mate. HAHA.
anw, i think qingxiang over-stressed.
we were talking about some girl, then he said this.
QinG XianG™~ says:
okay la lookable
QinG XianG™~ says:
but not as pretty as 07 gals
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ ): i miss my my prev workplace. says:
WHOA.
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ ): i miss my my prev workplace. says:
WHOA.
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ ): i miss my my prev workplace. says:
WHOA
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ OUR CLASS REP SAY 07 GIRLS ARE PRETTY. says:
ZOMG LO.
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ OUR CLASS REP SAY 07 GIRLS ARE PRETTY. says:
so shocked
QinG XianG™~ says:
pretty and kind-hearted
SHOCK ANOT 07 PEEPS?!
i think he did too much C#, that he lost control of his senses.
then after i put on my nick, ting say she wanna add on.
[c=39]...Liting [/c=8]::: im pebble, hy stone, 'micheal' sand, nz rock, zw water says:
i also want write!!
[c=39]...Liting [/c=8]::: im pebble, hy stone, 'micheal' sand, nz rock, zw water says:
our class guys are handsome n gentleman
i CONFIRM she lost her mind. LOL. =X
today will be the closing ady, wonder when will it be reopen again. ):
congrats apple for your rom!
though im pretty sure she wont be able to see this.
very elated for her. :D
very gorgeous looking bride with her handsome roy :D
she's the first colleague i talked to,
showed me around,
told me how things worked there.
keep asking me "chi le mei you?" "yao chi ma?"
accompany me for the last 5 hours of my shift everyday.
must be 幸福 kay! :D my deepest blessings for u two (:
i miss jolyn, eileen, eileen teo, siyi, xian too.
and the very nice manager.
and those very nice people who frequents there.
and their magic tricks, and their psp.
always coming around and "want play not? i leave it here, bored you play lo."
hahaha.
those period of time are so memorable luh.
learnt so much, had so much fun. :D
i miss everything there. esp jolyn, my good food khaki, crappy mate. HAHA.
anw, i think qingxiang over-stressed.
we were talking about some girl, then he said this.
QinG XianG™~ says:
okay la lookable
QinG XianG™~ says:
but not as pretty as 07 gals
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ ): i miss my my prev workplace. says:
WHOA.
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ ): i miss my my prev workplace. says:
WHOA.
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ ): i miss my my prev workplace. says:
WHOA
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ OUR CLASS REP SAY 07 GIRLS ARE PRETTY. says:
ZOMG LO.
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ OUR CLASS REP SAY 07 GIRLS ARE PRETTY. says:
so shocked
QinG XianG™~ says:
pretty and kind-hearted
SHOCK ANOT 07 PEEPS?!
i think he did too much C#, that he lost control of his senses.
then after i put on my nick, ting say she wanna add on.
[c=39]...Liting [/c=8]::: im pebble, hy stone, 'micheal' sand, nz rock, zw water says:
i also want write!!
[c=39]...Liting [/c=8]::: im pebble, hy stone, 'micheal' sand, nz rock, zw water says:
our class guys are handsome n gentleman
i CONFIRM she lost her mind. LOL. =X
what we could have been, 8:36 PM.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
wanted to do a long post about my birthday.
i spent 4 plus hours on the pics as the batch took at kbox was wayyyyyyyyyyyy toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dark.
in the end, some couldnt load on bs. *bang wall*
ohwell, another day perhaps.
ting almost killed me today,
but she was nice in the end :D
its only first week of sch and there are like so many things weighing on our shoulders ady.
and i kind of miss d8.
and im starting to hate every lesson due to some specific reasons.
and somehow some lecturers this sem is either retarded or dumb.
and somehow i feel like slping and not waking up.
and somehow i just keep thinking.
and somehow i wish u were still there.
i spent 4 plus hours on the pics as the batch took at kbox was wayyyyyyyyyyyy toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dark.
in the end, some couldnt load on bs. *bang wall*
ohwell, another day perhaps.
ting almost killed me today,
but she was nice in the end :D
its only first week of sch and there are like so many things weighing on our shoulders ady.
and i kind of miss d8.
and im starting to hate every lesson due to some specific reasons.
and somehow some lecturers this sem is either retarded or dumb.
and somehow i feel like slping and not waking up.
and somehow i just keep thinking.
and somehow i wish u were still there.
what we could have been, 10:46 PM.
quite a late post cause i keep forgetting to post it.
so i'd figured only people who dug my archive will see this.
nevertheless, tada.
my first 18th celebration! =D~
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Guess im just so used to my besties around me that I didn’t realized there were so many sweethearts around me! :D
i shall present...........
fav.pic of the day!
so i'd figured only people who dug my archive will see this.
nevertheless, tada.
my first 18th celebration! =D~
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Firstly, a big hug to all who sent me wishes on my birthday, regardless through texting me, fs, fb, my tagboard, face-to-face or whatsoever.
I had the weirdest birthday ever.
Received 3 huge gifts from the unexpected—Surprises, presents, love.
Weird or not, you say? Ha.
Being someone who finds it difficult to express my emotions at times,
I got absolutely no idea how to express my gratitude to all who actually care for me more than those who ought to.
Felt very fortunate.
I had the weirdest birthday ever.
Received 3 huge gifts from the unexpected—Surprises, presents, love.
Weird or not, you say? Ha.
Being someone who finds it difficult to express my emotions at times,
I got absolutely no idea how to express my gratitude to all who actually care for me more than those who ought to.
Felt very fortunate.
Guess im just so used to my besties around me that I didn’t realized there were so many sweethearts around me! :D
i shall present...........
fav.pic of the day!
what we could have been, 9:35 PM.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
msning with ahxiang now and i suddenly rmb a joke on train on the way back earlier on.
ahhui was bombing ahxiang(as usual) and ahxiang was acting dumb.
ahhui: 他要咬舌自刭alr.
ly: 什么是咬舌自刭？
me: oh, means biting your tongue then 静静 at one corner.
ly: oohhhh.
ahhui: ya, means biting your tongue then squat one corner.
ly: oohhhh.
others were like laughing so hard.
LOL.
mins after ahhui alighted.
ly: what was that phrase again? 咬舌安静？
LOLOLOL.
anyway. ahxiang damn bhb.
QinG XianG™~ says:
u know why our class guys so little..
QinG XianG™~ says:
cuz......
QinG XianG™~ says:
good guys are rare..
..........................................
ahhui was bombing ahxiang(as usual) and ahxiang was acting dumb.
ahhui: 他要咬舌自刭alr.
ly: 什么是咬舌自刭？
me: oh, means biting your tongue then 静静 at one corner.
ly: oohhhh.
ahhui: ya, means biting your tongue then squat one corner.
ly: oohhhh.
others were like laughing so hard.
LOL.
mins after ahhui alighted.
ly: what was that phrase again? 咬舌安静？
LOLOLOL.
anyway. ahxiang damn bhb.
QinG XianG™~ says:
u know why our class guys so little..
QinG XianG™~ says:
cuz......
QinG XianG™~ says:
good guys are rare..
..........................................
what we could have been, 10:33 PM.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
happy birthday to me. (and akon, and usher, and qiuping, and engyao, and yifa, and samuel, and erm, lewis's girlfriend's mother?)
thanks all for your birthday wishes through different ways.
feel a tinge of warmth deep down. :D
loves,
:D
and now, meeting my favourite lecturer at the 10th hour of my birthday.
thanks all for your birthday wishes through different ways.
feel a tinge of warmth deep down. :D
loves,
:D
and now, meeting my favourite lecturer at the 10th hour of my birthday.
what we could have been, 7:02 AM.
Monday, October 13, 2008
some addition in your life means omission in some other things in your life.
the only reason i can come out with to blind myself from all the darts that shot through.
but again,
are you taking too much away from me?
no matter what happens tommorrow, i will smile.
so many of you tried your best to give me what i want just so that ill have a wonderful birthday this year.
ive no rights to not be fine, ive no rights to be beaten down so easily.
be strong, girl!
im so disappointed in myself that i lost control.
they just keep flowing, like some emotional burst.
afraid of this,
didnt even dare to dream.
knew broken expectations will hurt much more.
tt is why didnt even dare to expect anything.
i dont understand.
but now, i dont want to understand.
let it be,
i really gave up.
i admit defeat.
i got stabbed by what hurts me most. :D
stop lying to me, stop building my reliance on birthday wishes.
they dont work, and they never will.
the only reason i can come out with to blind myself from all the darts that shot through.
but again,
are you taking too much away from me?
no matter what happens tommorrow, i will smile.
so many of you tried your best to give me what i want just so that ill have a wonderful birthday this year.
ive no rights to not be fine, ive no rights to be beaten down so easily.
be strong, girl!
im so disappointed in myself that i lost control.
they just keep flowing, like some emotional burst.
afraid of this,
didnt even dare to dream.
knew broken expectations will hurt much more.
tt is why didnt even dare to expect anything.
i dont understand.
but now, i dont want to understand.
let it be,
i really gave up.
i admit defeat.
i got stabbed by what hurts me most. :D
stop lying to me, stop building my reliance on birthday wishes.
they dont work, and they never will.
what we could have been, 10:15 PM.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
bye audi.
bye vampire hours.
bye beauty sleep.
bye slacking and nuaing anytime.
bye late sleeping and late waking up.
bye holidays.
bye vampire hours.
bye beauty sleep.
bye slacking and nuaing anytime.
bye late sleeping and late waking up.
bye holidays.
i'll miss you all ):
hello dark eye rings.
hello sleep deprivation.
hello assignments.
hello wonderful lecturers.
hello joyous peak hour train ride.
hello school.
T_T
i hate it when people treat the things that weighs so much to me so lightly.
i hate it more when i can feel so irritated by people who are completely insensitive.
what we could have been, 9:12 PM.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
three more days to my day.
zomg, feeling old.
to people who remember and who are planning to shower me with presents (i'll love u much much. LOL),
DONT give me eeyore plushie/softtoy/merchandise.
i think i can jolly well start a eeyore shop, maybe with ahlene.
she can sell her piglets while i sell my eeyore. LOL.
anw, hugs to everyone who made my day today! :D ❤
my ❤BYTCHES. (i love the bitching and laughing when that something happened LOL!) Oh, and not forgetting the super duper yandao ahxiang, else we wont have the privileges we had. *winks* and e very nice captain.
ahblur. (thks VERY much for your present. and so guilty for your travelling around singapore. HAHA. and you bought the exact thing i wanted! ZOMG! haha.)
chaota. (thks for the day, presentsss, everything. (: )
and someone. LOL.
and THANKS UH BESTIE. for sending me such an advance birthday message. -.-
zomg, feeling old.
to people who remember and who are planning to shower me with presents (i'll love u much much. LOL),
DONT give me eeyore plushie/softtoy/merchandise.
i think i can jolly well start a eeyore shop, maybe with ahlene.
she can sell her piglets while i sell my eeyore. LOL.
anw, hugs to everyone who made my day today! :D ❤
my ❤BYTCHES. (i love the bitching and laughing when that something happened LOL!) Oh, and not forgetting the super duper yandao ahxiang, else we wont have the privileges we had. *winks* and e very nice captain.
ahblur. (thks VERY much for your present. and so guilty for your travelling around singapore. HAHA. and you bought the exact thing i wanted! ZOMG! haha.)
chaota. (thks for the day, presentsss, everything. (: )
and someone. LOL.
and THANKS UH BESTIE. for sending me such an advance birthday message. -.-
what we could have been, 11:09 PM.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
just reached home.
should face the reality and stop sulking and making a big fuss when ppl hit my sensitve spot.
anw, it is damn logical for people's birthdays to be on different days lo.
you mean all of my friend's birthdays have to fell on same date? come on luh.
happy belated bdae to ahmei, buta, and the newly clubster caicai. :D
and 5 more to my own. -.-
should face the reality and stop sulking and making a big fuss when ppl hit my sensitve spot.
anw, it is damn logical for people's birthdays to be on different days lo.
you mean all of my friend's birthdays have to fell on same date? come on luh.
happy belated bdae to ahmei, buta, and the newly clubster caicai. :D
and 5 more to my own. -.-
what we could have been, 1:55 AM.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
i
just
saw
my
new
timetable.
ZOMG.
got pros, got cons.
but the most hideous unbelievable 5 letters that i saw.
made me feel like i fell from the 39420497230498340983048032948340983th storey.
more like plunged down.
somebody
stab KILL
me
pls
.
just
saw
my
new
timetable.
ZOMG.
got pros, got cons.
but the most hideous unbelievable 5 letters that i saw.
made me feel like i fell from the 39420497230498340983048032948340983th storey.
more like plunged down.
somebody
me
pls
.
what we could have been, 2:35 AM.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
i guess i should say bye to my plans upon getting a psp/dslite.
):
):
what we could have been, 12:38 AM.
