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Sunday, November 30, 2008

very tired
and my eyes hurt.

and very tired.
and my eyes hurt.

sleepy, but afraid to sleep.
because i know once i slp = gg already. LOL.

anw.

i find it amusing when guys care about hair more than girls do.
HAHAHA.

although its not the first time i come across guys like that,
but every new case is another new entertainment luh LOL.

deroy was asking me whether he should sign on anot,
whether signing on was stupid anot.


me:
if u like
why not
DEROY:
i dun wanna cut my hair
me:
LOLLLLLLL
DEROY:
eh serious
me:
HAHAHAHA.
DEROY:
LOL
me:
HAHAHAHA.
me:
for that moment
DEROY:
thats why im so vexed
me:
you damn kiddish
me:
hahaha.
DEROY:
i too ai mei liao lolx
DEROY:
how ar
me:
LOL.
me:
aiya.
DEROY:
cut hair like ask me become eunuch like that
me:
got $$
me:
+ less boring ley.
DEROY:
hair is part of life man lOL
me:
then you rather be that than cut hair?
me:
LOL
DEROY:
aiyo
DEROY:
short hair like stupid leh
DEROY:
LOL
DEROY:
as in
DEROY:
hose army kind of short hair
me:
LOL
me:
ill buy u a cap as birthday gift
me:
LOLLLL


DEROY:
if no hair , walk also no "wind " u know


DEROY:
LOL
me:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

me:
WA LAO
me:
U TRYING TO SAY THE "SEH" issit!


DEROY:
ya
DEROY:
LOL

till this point, i informed him i'll put that as my msn nick. LOL.
then, something funnier happened LOL.

after much blabber about sign on or not.

me:
then
fireman lo
DEROY:
lolololx
DEROY:
go there like become monk sia
me:
LOLLLL
me:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
me:
HAAHAHA.
DEROY:
wattt'
me:
funny luh you
hahahaha
DEROY:
u ever had a boyfriend with short hair before?
me:
HAHAHAHA.
me:
although i dont date monks
me:
but im not THAT particular about hair
me:
LOL
DEROY:
really meh
me:
pls luh
alot of ns guys
also attached ma
u got see ppl
go in ns
all break up one mey
LOL
DEROY:

quite alot leh
LOL
me:

LOLLLLLLL
but not all ma
LOLLLLLLL
and i dont think is hair lo
should be because no time all that
DEFINITELY NOT HAIR ONLY
DEROY:

LOL

HAHAHA.

FUNNY LUH DEROY.

the way guys are reacting over haircut is damn cute luh. hahahaha!

8am lesson
8am lesson
8am lesson

)):

what we could have been, 9:30 PM.
Saturday, November 29, 2008

hesitate.

anyway, revamped my playlist.
doesnt mean that i dont like those songs anymore.

yes, i know its big and bulky and blocks your vision when you're trying to read some of my posts.

but for the sake of e melodic atmosphere,
bear with it till i find another alternative.

wanted to make it a whole list of PCD.
but i'd figured lessie and i will feel nauseous by the rate of it LOL.

nevertheless, a number of them just cant be omitted, heh.

these days, lack of motivation when it comes to just anything.

no mood,
no energy,
no blah.

just cant get myself to do the things i wanted to.

dont like this feeling,
if only its something that i can just brush it away.

can someone be me for a day?
or can i be someone else for a day.

i dont know what to do, and im so stucked.

i've got a revef.

i dont think i want this anymore.
or.

what we could have been, 10:39 PM.
Thursday, November 27, 2008

1. no, i didnt dye my hair.

2. no, neither did i highlight it.

3. im not lying, refer back to point 1 & 2.

がっこう is making me crazy T_T

today's the start of SITEX, but i cant be there. ):

i miss them. )):

ive got red head.

she said no
happily never after

what we could have been, 10:58 PM.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

its 1215 now.

i didnt know i only got less than 6hrs of slping time until hippo mentioned bout it.

ZOMG.

i know i should slp, but i couldnt.

i dont want to attempt,
cause i dont want to toss&turn.

mich's birthday earlier on.
happy birthday mich! (25thNov)



planned for her bdae suprise to be in the 9-classes lecture! HAHA.
final check.

liddat then memorable what! LOL.
did a slide for her, then bribed the lecturer with fishermen's friend. LOL.

kind of plain but managed to suprise her, HAHA.

hopefully i'll be able to wake up tmr. -.-

guys=manufacturer of empty promises. (:

eyes irritation, boohooo.
so looking forward to later! =D~

what we could have been, 12:10 AM.
Monday, November 24, 2008

was damn pissed.

but now not pissed off anymore.

-.-

was that the legenary mood swing?

edited:

irregular meals suck.

is that why my moodswing is so explosive today?

thks for describing your dinner to me when i hadnt had mine.
thks uh,
thks for the 'you're welcome' when i said thks too.

is it the stress that i imply on myself?
am i the one causing all this burdens on myself?

sometimes i wish i can just slumber into a deep deep sleep.
or if people really can understand my plight.

sometimes, i feel i got to run away.
i got to get away.

hope the long anticipated haircut wont go wrong.
tts my last motivation for the week.

what we could have been, 9:29 PM.
Sunday, November 23, 2008

WTF.

WTF.

WTF.

dont like.

dont like.

dont like.

jaggled.

jaggled.

jaggled.

you suck. (:

p/s: dont ask me what is jaggled.

thanks bffs for the posts, kept me going. xoxo.

what we could have been, 10:07 PM.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008










im suffering from this tormenting flu right now which kenneth labelled as 'interesting'.




-.- flu is one of the outrageous minor disease because it causes:






fatigue. (killer)



a slower pace of your brain processing.



a very shag face.



cough.



loss of the privilege to smell!






and etc



and etc.






-.-






and until lessie asked,



i didnt realised that to my horror,



i found the culprit to my sudden flu outburst.






and i happened to have a picture of the culprit taken.



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THIS!






terrible!






it was the first time i was shivering and talking with clattering teeth in some eating place lo.



i shivered so badly that even michelle noticed -.-



and that i had my jacket on lo.






pffffft.






anyway, i flung today's test.






i noticed whenever i step into some test/exam hall,



my brain will stop functioning.






no matter how hard i studied for that test,



at that moment,



i wont be able to recall anything. -.-






anyway, some random pics.



bad quality distorted some of the pictures.







one of my fav. module.






sense of accomplishment! HAHA.













my fav girl! =D~









my fav 38!









my fav boy!













my fav mushroom hunter! (i doubt i know anymore mushroom hunter anw. LOL)







my fav leen, my fav qing ai de.



pre-CNY. LOL.












my fav qingaide!







my childhood's fav!




her childhood's fav!



the cotton candy looks pretty much normal, but actually its dented at one side.


see her grumpy face.
LOL.






Need a date?


01




02

please email to
indicate 01 or 02 if you need a date.
LOL!
im afraid my flu will make me oversleep -.-
if im not online at 11am tmr = i will slp till after sch hours -.-

what we could have been, 11:30 PM.

very tired, on the verge of falling aslp = suck.

tmr c# quiz yet nothing goes in to my head = suck.

problems unsolved = suck.

ridiculous people = suck.

moodswing = suck.

havent been paying attention = suck.

rest day converted to quiz day = suck.

conclusion = SUCK.

grouchy, very.
gave up, i surrender to my bed.
bless me, possible?

=s

what rights do you have to interfere?
what rights do you have to attempt to complicate my life?

i HEART bffs. ❤

what we could have been, 12:49 AM.
Sunday, November 16, 2008

im feeling so suffocated
by all the things around me.
humans, things, workload
everything.

i hate this feeling,
its like crashing on me.

even when i was eating,
i feel so dreaded.
resorted to skipping meals.

the stress weighing on me is incorrigible.
made me forget about little things like replying texts.
i dont know whats happening.
its so out of hand,
so perplexed.

the project that we took great pains working on,
suddenly seemed impossible.
back out now?
like all the hardwork was gone with the wind.

migraine, stop pestering me.

my only wish now is that i'll be able to wake up on time tmr.
but even that seems so difficult.

i wish i could just let everything go.
it seems like everything is just going in circles.
the need of grabbing hold of myself being i explode.

what we could have been, 11:54 PM.

in case i forget about this.

my bestfriend said he is macho.
he ran upon seeing a cockroach.
and he said cockroach = danger.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ZOMG WHAT A SCENE! LOL.

btw, i hate the post below because it is super wordy, but because i didnt realise until after i post, pls remind me to upload super overdue pictures hokay.

ive been babbling about wanting to get a haircut since before this sem starts, and yet nothing had been done till now -.-

and, jiayou lene~
remember to come back from zoo hokay!
later they mistaken you as their fellow mates and lock you there.
HAHAHAHA.
want slap me, no chance!

come my sch lo come! LOL.

i think the fatigue in me made my wire snap.

btw lene, a reminder: shawn's that friend is SUPER SHUAI.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

what we could have been, 12:34 AM.
Saturday, November 15, 2008

out with bff, Beith(LOL) and co. after the tormenting 3hrs of Fnet yesterday.

HAPPY BELATED (08.11) BIRTHDAY KBEITH!! =D~

i didnt know i was able to survive the whole lesson till i survived it!

the amazing thing is that i actually understood part of it until like, 1 month after school starts?

when i was in the lecture hall for D.E ystd morning,
i felt a sense of unfamiliarity.
then it hit me,
it was the first time i attend that lecture?

=OOOOO

i dont know why bff was being such a glutton that day.
dawdled through the way.

somehow the fatigue came over us and we nua-ed around and didnt really want to move.
and something happened over there that made Mr.Beith and i linking 4bia LOL.

and Beith kept on harrassing my peaceful atmosphere by keep telling me what i dont want to hear, made me concentrate so hard on my phone,
bff almost killed me with his insensitivity. LOL.

no photos ):

bff's camera stolen.
my phone no flashlight.

)):

btw, GRATS caicai to the you-know-what. *winks* =D~

anw, lessie just reminded me that our class's guys got fetish for school girls.
=OO ZOMG.





because they have fetish in girls clothed in uniforms. =OOOO

so school girls who wears uniform, beware and be super cautious when you guys are out.
if you all happen to spot some guys drooling or looking lecherously at you, please evacuate out of their vicinity asap!

quoted from lessie, "don judge our class guys by their covers!!!"

ROFL.

p/s: i am totally serious about the fetish for uniform schgirls part.
okay, maybe not all, but majority.
thats what they admitted themselves!

p/p/s: ZOMG. just when i was about to end this post,
i got a highly reliable tip off from some annonymous.
there is this newly created gang which surfaced recently--WOLF GANG.


it was said that currently, there are four stationed members, on standby 24/7.
their motive is not known yet, but it is said to be related to the uniform girls i mentioned above.


the annonymous also inform there are some pending members, and the WOLF gang is trying to convert every single guy out there to join them.

people, please beware.


p/p/p/s: disclaimer: about the WOLF gang and blah all not i say one uh! LOL.
anything ask lessie. LOL
dont get all tensed up.
cheers!


PCD is ❤

what we could have been, 8:03 PM.
Friday, November 14, 2008

although my goal was to wake up before seven today,
its ridiculous that i woke up at 5,
(w/o the aid of alarm clock.)

then 520,
then 530,
then had a dream nightmare that i woke up at 10.
then 610, thinking whether the clock of my phone is faulty like last friday,
then i gave up and woke up.

-.-

one of my lousiest sleep during school days ever.

one's subconscious is an incredible thing.
if i ever go into coma one day, please challenge me to wake up
and ill jump up straight at your face.

CHOY.

DR. LAW, WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY NOW?! *beams with glee*

what we could have been, 7:05 AM.

i WILL wake up at 7am tmr no matter what.

to prove to someone who kua suay i cannot wake up and afraid that i will drag the person to be late. -.-

even if i stumble back to bed after i wake up, it doesnt matter already lo.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I CAN.

what we could have been, 12:35 AM.
Thursday, November 13, 2008

i forget that my phone was set to silent mode.

i didnt study for jap.

i hope tiong can get to attend the event that he has been anticipating for.

i want to celebrate lene's belated bdae for her asap.

i pray for all ahblur's paper to get good grades.

i feel like sleeping because its raining again.

i am going to school soon. ):

what we could have been, 11:49 AM.

i swear mr.irritating tried means and ways to break my feet just now.

he tried stepping on it with full force,
and after a few minutes, he dumped a heavy socket on my foot. -.-

TSK.

and i realised i crave for icecream on cold rainy days. -.-

my bestfriend claims that i am a mia queen with serious stm when he is much much much WORSE.

anw,

went to tiong's blog and got a pleasant surprise by a post that is dedicated to me, though just a very short one, but seriously, that was all that matters.

lene, lets both jiayou jiayou hokay. :D

love you guys deep deep! :DD~

what we could have been, 1:57 AM.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008

erm, quoted from my BESTFRIEND.


"i had been noticing the time that we currently having and i compare it by seeing the sunrise and sunset. i did some research and further comfirm that the time had fasten 2mins 38 seconds. its really surprising"

by Dr.Law.

say WHAT?

what we could have been, 9:22 PM.
Sunday, November 2, 2008

i dont understand why i cant be immune to flu, headaches, migraines.

virus must love me soooooooo much.

shoo migraine ):

lene,
对自己好一点.

tm,
对自己好一点.

ahxiang,
对自己好一点.

eileen,
对自己好一点.

because i cant find any reasons for exotic species to be treated so unfairly.

发现自己是一个很难了解的人。
是我太复杂吗?

总是想着一大堆东西,但好像也没有解决的方法。
选择自己承担一切,是因为不想看到多一个烦恼的人。

有时候,真的好害怕。
突然发现,我没有想象中的坚强。

what we could have been, 9:08 PM.

♥ SHAN


what matters most?
if people act like they dont care, they really dont.
BLAH



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