she, too. :D
find this super cute :DD
wouldn't guys want a girlfriend like that? :D
i would want a boyfriend like this, prolly. (:
my blogskin irritates me.
its a nice song, really.
unpleasant things really comes tgt.
proven so many so many times.
im thankful for all the darts,
soon, ill be so numb that i wont feel anything anymore (:
its a good thing, right?
then why do i feel teary?
poisonous milk powder.
poisonous china raw products.
poisonous this, poisonous that.
even my strawberry dutch lady! :OO
wtf?
of all milk, why dutch lady!?
worse still,
of all flavours, WHY STRAWBERRY?! -.-
and updated, honeydew(ZOMG) and banana too!? ?!?!?!?!?!
and the rabbit milk candy ):
hope my wang zai man tou is not contaminated. :O
why so zek ak, you made something that is so healthy.
provides us calcium, strong bones and teeth
into something that everyone needs to defend themselves from it.
sigh.
sometimes, i just feel so tiny.
like whatever i say dont matter.
if its so, i guess i shouldnt care so much about things.
since my say makes no difference.
after my post about 'er dong jin jin jin li zao'.
a few people are so looking forward to theirs. HEHE.
see one of them!
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
i nth to talk abt de
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
lol..
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
mmm actually got la..
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
u can say im handsome..
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
young..smart..energetic..
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
still got clever..
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
but..im SERIOUSL VERI kind
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
i aso willing to wait..
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
like having breakfast all tt..
[c=36][b]Ly[/b][/c] says:
nt bad la overall
you see what i mean? sigh, want everyone's attention to be on you right? HAHA!
i dont want to comment about the points he self-proclaimed, tag my tagboard to give him feedback (: LOL
ANW.
ting is also someone that never fails to amuse me luh LOL.
things like this always comes from her:
" JP(Jurong Point) is at Boon Lay(Mrt station) mey!?"
" Oh, so there is Queenstown Mrt station!?"
and i recall a conversation between galgal, ting and ly.
ting: wah, lanterns.
galgal: aiya, 端午节 is already over, so no more lanterns.
*a moment of silence*
me: *thinks* errr, i thought 端午节 is a festival linked to.......... dumplings?
galgal: issit? is lantern ma.
ting, me: ..............
ly: not 清明节 mey?
ting, galgal, me: .................................................. LOL.
LOL.
LOL.
LOL.
i seriously got alot of things to update.
different occasions, different days, blah.
pictures, blah.
may the laziness fade offfffff. (:
thks ah xiang for being so niceeeeeeeeee today. (:
*liver *cough* pool *cough* *cough*..
whats wrong with me?
i enjoy this hols.
hols hate me though.
i keep getting rubbish like headache, leg ache, eyes ache, everything ache.
please, let everything go back to normal.
nowadays, it seems so hard for me to be happy.
is it me? ):
is it me? ):
is it me? ):
bad things, go away.
go away.
away.
away.
.
):
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
Long time no c
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
YEAH!
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
GOT MISS ME?!
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
GT
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
abit
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
!!!
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
pls take away the abit
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
-.-
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
ok
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
gt
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
yay!!
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
(emoticon)
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
but nt much
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
(emoticon)
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
(emoticon)
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
okok
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
gt miss u
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
(emoticon)
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
nvr go out today?
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
i am 宅女！
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
haha
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
u?
ღ.★ eroyee™; SHAN ☆ doll domination. says:
never contaminate ppl's mind?
"?? ?? ??"-"Tan Sin Cheong"-"Chen Xin Zhang"-<<<"ScTan">>> says:
today no need to go brighten their future
he never fails to amuse me from the very quiet and introvert looking guy 5 months ago.
YOU FINALLY PEEL OFF YOUR FAKE SHY SHY SKIN AND SHOW YOUR TRUE SELF! LOLOL.
anw, stop spoiling children's future and stop corrupting their innocent lil minds luh, SIGH. xDD
to those reading this, dont imagine.
such a disgusting thought. LOL.
luckily i cant see myself doing that. :DD
but i didnt do those dramatic comical kind luh of course.
im those eccentric category. LOL.
its a blessing to see me doing that hokay. (:
i miss lene. (:
but what if i tell you i did think before i say all that,
and i just hope for your better?
and what if some hurtful things that i said is on purpose.
because i know the truth will bring you down?
you choose to believe or doubt,
cause i have no say. (:
i didnt expect you not to know.
maybe because we were too close.
i didnt know everything was so vague.
cause all along i thought the bond is stout.
if i did know,
maybe ill just treat you as any other breathing earthlings.
because i tend to have higher expectations on people that matters,
this, im sure you know.
and only harsh words from people who matters can form like 1000 dynamical high speed darts from all directions at me with 101% accuracy.
yeap, you did it. grats. (:
im not sarcastic here, really.
just amazed by the fact that this will come from you.
perhaps the closer the person to you,
the more it is bound for you to take him/her for granted.
i reflected this two days.
thinking about everything.
its really sad when people quarrels, all the good points or things that they did evaporates in the air that instance. Ha.
ive gone way too much i guess.
losing my head.
______ ____ 3
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___________ 2
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___________ 1
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_________ _BOOM.
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nothing comes out of my mouth, nothing even goes in my brain.
i think i somehow got numbed,
this is not the first, second, or third time alr.
again and again and again.
how many times exactly will this happen again?
i will never be the same again.
sorry, im tired.
i hate being sick.
cause that is when i feel so weak.
cause that is when i feel so helpless.
cause that is when i feel so dull.
cause that is when i feel that i cant live on anymore.
cause that is when i wish with all my might that my close friends would be there to take care of me.
wishing, wishing very hard.
cough
flu
fever
headache
come what may.
spoil all my plans.
ill just die at home.
im so not me when im sick.
used to be my camera, before it gave up.
this will be rumbling through my mind.
i will upload it.
i will upload it.
i will upload it.
but what actually happens to the pictures?
fighting space with my other stuffs inside my poor w890i.
full moon; with a tinge of the distinct sweet scent after drizzle.
i wonder why it smells so nice before and after the rain comes.
1 more month.
im advertising for life saving!
interested contact me @ 1800-i-love-shan. HAHAHA.
only retards cant tell that the above is a joke.
thanks mr once-in-a-blue-moon-nice. (:
even come out with things like a forum!
伟大luh you! ((:
random messages to people who will understand it! HAHA.
im feeling very upset ):
what if time goes back.
what if i held on to some things.
what if im not me, and im someone else?
what if and alot of what ifs.
i should change.
stop thinking so much and stop being so indecisive, pondering over every single thing.
im wishing with all my might
that i wont feel the same way im feeling right now.
someone please, take it away.
):
i hope this is the last time.
upate later! HEE.
tag me to shower me with motivation to blog! =P
as usual, slogged at comex fair for 4days, didnt really recover from the sore throat, and ive yet to replenish my beauty sleep hours.
oh well, went to give ly a suprise yesterday since it was his birthday. though only qingxiang and i went since we were the only ones who lived near him and was coincidentally free.
mehtee and weiern was hilarious, and i realised weiern had endless topics to talk about. LOL. regardless the fact that he was somehow forced due to the awkward situation that surfaced again and again. LOL.
and anyway, xiang and i looked like some idiot trying to suprise people while we received the suprise ourselves because someone actually gave us the wrong info, the suspense between left and right. it was a long story, but the summary was something like:
- a spoilt lighter.
- a burnt fingernail tip.
- cake smashing and revenge.
- candles melting till nothing was left.
- awkward scenerios and activating pranks.
anyway, comex was fun, made alot of new friends and learnt alot from it. (:
anyone have any part time job to introduce me? ive got like so many things i wanna get luh )):
- PSP/DS (maybe both. HAHAHA.)
- a nice nice sweater.
- clothes.
- shoes.
- actually still got quite alot, but i forgot.
this reminded me of something eleanor and i was saying over msn that day.
something like this:
Eleanor: So you not finding any more jobs?
Me: Yeap, finding. I want those slack slack ones, not tiring ones.
Eleanor: Be taitai lor.
Me: AHH, good idea. HAHA.
Eleanor: So when people ask you whats your job, you say taitai.
Me: HAHA. So it'll be something like this:
Name: Eleanor
Title: Taitai
HAHAHAHAHA.
Wouldn't it be so cool? Oh man. if im taitai, i can buy so many things without working lo )): sad.
wish that psp, ds all that will fall from sky. HAHAHA.
anw, something xiang said earlier made me laugh:
Qingxiang: Eh? *Looks at my shoes* First time see you wearing shoes ley.
Me: *puzzled* Huh?
Qingxiang: *points to my shoes* there, first time see you wearing shoes.
Me: *speechless* you mean usually you see me barefoot?
LOL.
for people who dont get it, he was saying usually i attend school in slippers luh, but duh. i often go in pumps all that also lo. -.-
alrighty, happy belated birthday to pris, seth, and ly. ((:
