Friday, September 19, 2008
did stupid things and 撒娇 to my mamo❤. HAHA.
to those reading this, dont imagine.
such a disgusting thought. LOL.
luckily i cant see myself doing that. :DD
but i didnt do those dramatic comical kind luh of course.
im those eccentric category. LOL.
its a blessing to see me doing that hokay. (:
i miss lene. (:
i didnt know some things that i said actually made you feel hurt.
but what if i tell you i did think before i say all that,
and i just hope for your better?
and what if some hurtful things that i said is on purpose.
because i know the truth will bring you down?
you choose to believe or doubt,
cause i have no say. (:
i didnt expect you not to know.
maybe because we were too close.
i didnt know everything was so vague.
cause all along i thought the bond is stout.
if i did know,
maybe ill just treat you as any other breathing earthlings.
because i tend to have higher expectations on people that matters,
this, im sure you know.
and only harsh words from people who matters can form like 1000 dynamical high speed darts from all directions at me with 101% accuracy.
yeap, you did it. grats. (:
im not sarcastic here, really.
just amazed by the fact that this will come from you.
perhaps the closer the person to you,
the more it is bound for you to take him/her for granted.
i reflected this two days.
thinking about everything.
its really sad when people quarrels, all the good points or things that they did evaporates in the air that instance. Ha.
ive gone way too much i guess.
losing my head.
help.
to those reading this, dont imagine.
such a disgusting thought. LOL.
luckily i cant see myself doing that. :DD
but i didnt do those dramatic comical kind luh of course.
im those eccentric category. LOL.
its a blessing to see me doing that hokay. (:
i miss lene. (:
but what if i tell you i did think before i say all that,
and i just hope for your better?
and what if some hurtful things that i said is on purpose.
because i know the truth will bring you down?
you choose to believe or doubt,
cause i have no say. (:
i didnt expect you not to know.
maybe because we were too close.
i didnt know everything was so vague.
cause all along i thought the bond is stout.
if i did know,
maybe ill just treat you as any other breathing earthlings.
because i tend to have higher expectations on people that matters,
this, im sure you know.
and only harsh words from people who matters can form like 1000 dynamical high speed darts from all directions at me with 101% accuracy.
yeap, you did it. grats. (:
im not sarcastic here, really.
just amazed by the fact that this will come from you.
perhaps the closer the person to you,
the more it is bound for you to take him/her for granted.
i reflected this two days.
thinking about everything.
its really sad when people quarrels, all the good points or things that they did evaporates in the air that instance. Ha.
ive gone way too much i guess.
losing my head.
what we could have been, 8:20 PM.
