Sunday, November 16, 2008
im feeling so suffocated
by all the things around me.
humans, things, workload
everything.
i hate this feeling,
its like crashing on me.
even when i was eating,
i feel so dreaded.
resorted to skipping meals.
the stress weighing on me is incorrigible.
made me forget about little things like replying texts.
i dont know whats happening.
its so out of hand,
so perplexed.
the project that we took great pains working on,
suddenly seemed impossible.
back out now?
like all the hardwork was gone with the wind.
migraine, stop pestering me.
my only wish now is that i'll be able to wake up on time tmr.
but even that seems so difficult.
i wish i could just let everything go.
it seems like everything is just going in circles.
the need of grabbing hold of myself being i explode.
by all the things around me.
humans, things, workload
everything.
i hate this feeling,
its like crashing on me.
even when i was eating,
i feel so dreaded.
resorted to skipping meals.
the stress weighing on me is incorrigible.
made me forget about little things like replying texts.
i dont know whats happening.
its so out of hand,
so perplexed.
the project that we took great pains working on,
suddenly seemed impossible.
back out now?
like all the hardwork was gone with the wind.
migraine, stop pestering me.
my only wish now is that i'll be able to wake up on time tmr.
but even that seems so difficult.
i wish i could just let everything go.
it seems like everything is just going in circles.
the need of grabbing hold of myself being i explode.
what we could have been, 11:54 PM.
