Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i was wondering..
what if.
what if.
what if.
WHAT IFS
what if i took the other path?
what if i didnt manage to grad within three years?
what if i get an F for tmr's c#?
no one will be there for me anymore.
no one will wait for me at je anymore.
no one will have meals with me in school anymore.
no one will be babbling over luozhixiang with me anymore.
no one will lend me mirror anymore.
no one will accompany me anymore.
no one will sit around me in classes anymore.
no one will travel to and fro school with me anymore.
no class outing for me.
no class chalet for me.
birthdays will be spent alone.
rants will be to myself, and the walls around.
ill be walking around school alone.
attending lessons alone.
sitting alone.
=OOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
ZOMG.
the thought of it sent a chill down my spine.
how saddening.
thats the consequences for not being attentive in class all this while, this whole sem.
you reap what you sow, its always this way, isnt it.
life is only unfair, or more than unfair.
since when its fair?
hilarious.
alright, i admit.
im feeling a slight tinge of regret,
so what now?
is it still in time?
i hope.
what if.
what if.
what if.
WHAT IFS
what if i took the other path?
what if i didnt manage to grad within three years?
what if i get an F for tmr's c#?
no one will be there for me anymore.
no one will wait for me at je anymore.
no one will have meals with me in school anymore.
no one will be babbling over luozhixiang with me anymore.
no one will lend me mirror anymore.
no one will accompany me anymore.
no one will sit around me in classes anymore.
no one will travel to and fro school with me anymore.
no class outing for me.
no class chalet for me.
birthdays will be spent alone.
rants will be to myself, and the walls around.
ill be walking around school alone.
attending lessons alone.
sitting alone.
=OOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
ZOMG.
the thought of it sent a chill down my spine.
how saddening.
thats the consequences for not being attentive in class all this while, this whole sem.
you reap what you sow, its always this way, isnt it.
life is only unfair, or more than unfair.
since when its fair?
hilarious.
alright, i admit.
im feeling a slight tinge of regret,
so what now?
is it still in time?
i hope.
what we could have been, 8:14 PM.
