Monday, April 27, 2009
had a terrible day.
had alot of negative thoughts.
spent last night thinking of alot of things.
dont really know whether my decision was right or wrong,
but decided to just give it a shot.
having headache again, like usual.
suprisingly, i survived monday.
thanks timothy, your offer made me felt the warmth that ive never felt for ages.
thanks bestest, you made me feel loved, that i was important. (: you're always there when i was about to break down.
appreciate, seriously. (:
had alot of negative thoughts.
spent last night thinking of alot of things.
dont really know whether my decision was right or wrong,
but decided to just give it a shot.
having headache again, like usual.
suprisingly, i survived monday.
thanks timothy, your offer made me felt the warmth that ive never felt for ages.
thanks bestest, you made me feel loved, that i was important. (: you're always there when i was about to break down.
appreciate, seriously. (:
what we could have been, 10:43 PM.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
i need a place to whine.
my bottled emotions are about to explode soon.
p/s: my toe nail broke ):
my laptop reformatted halfway and i know nuts about how to fix it.
i wish dad would drive me home from sch every monday.
wishes never come true, though.
my bottled emotions are about to explode soon.
p/s: my toe nail broke ):
my laptop reformatted halfway and i know nuts about how to fix it.
i wish dad would drive me home from sch every monday.
wishes never come true, though.
what we could have been, 5:52 PM.
ive decided.
im taking lene's advice.
enough of the difference as though temperature of taiwan and singapore.
p/s: thanks for the omission, felt so loved.
monday, please dont come.
srly, give me a break.
im taking lene's advice.
enough of the difference as though temperature of taiwan and singapore.
p/s: thanks for the omission, felt so loved.
monday, please dont come.
srly, give me a break.
what we could have been, 12:15 AM.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
sch reopen resolution:
1: blend in to the background.
2: study and concentrate on being a nerd.
3: dont make any new friends, at all.
p/s: I REALLY HATE ANTS. TERRIFIED & HATRED MIXED OF EMOTIONS TILL I CANT FIND ANY WORDS TO EXPLAIN.
I WANNA HIRE A ANTS EXTERMINATOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1: blend in to the background.
2: study and concentrate on being a nerd.
3: dont make any new friends, at all.
p/s: I REALLY HATE ANTS. TERRIFIED & HATRED MIXED OF EMOTIONS TILL I CANT FIND ANY WORDS TO EXPLAIN.
I WANNA HIRE A ANTS EXTERMINATOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
till now i still dont apprehend the reason why people tend to drift apart from me at one sudden point of time.
im perplexed, terribly seriously perplexed.
its the 3952608314831601384103th time this happened.
give me a reason at least, before you pronounce me dead.
tired of getting used to some's presence, then they disappear somehow.
if the outcome is always like this, i guess im not making friends anymore.
p/s: i may close down my blog, cause i dont find it essential anymore.
im perplexed, terribly seriously perplexed.
its the 3952608314831601384103th time this happened.
give me a reason at least, before you pronounce me dead.
tired of getting used to some's presence, then they disappear somehow.
if the outcome is always like this, i guess im not making friends anymore.
p/s: i may close down my blog, cause i dont find it essential anymore.
what we could have been, 3:15 AM.
