till now i still dont apprehend the reason why people tend to drift apart from me at one sudden point of time.im perplexed, terribly seriously perplexed.its the 3952608314831601384103th time this happened.give me a reason at least, before you pronounce me dead.tired of getting used to some's presence, then they disappear somehow.if the outcome is always like this, i guess im not making friends anymore.p/s: i may close down my blog, cause i dont find it essential anymore.
what we could have been, 3:15 AM.